IT 'S HER

2011-01-04T11:13:00.000-08:00

thinking off closing this blog.

i did a new one instead, click here

HAVE A GOOD YEAR AHEAD !

gold class tix, love my baby!

2011-01-01T09:18:00.000-08:00

That picture was taken on the 30th of December 2010. I went out with my sweetheart since both of us were not working on that day. Initially plan was to head down to HTC centre at Harbourfront, but I was afraid I had to pay for the services so erased off that plan. Will wait for my January pay. Hehe! So then we still head down to Vivo. Since we were famished, we sat down at Banquet and ate there. We didnt know what to do so planned to watch movie. When we were there, omgeee, the queue was horrible. It was so freaking long! Sweetheart suggested to purchase the Gold class tickets. At first I thought he was joking. But he didn't! He really was serious. We watched The Tourist and the ambience was awesome! It wasn't like the normal movie theatre. We were like two jakuns inside. Although 100 bucks flew off just like that, it was sure terrific. Thanks alot sweetheart! I love you (:

When mum, Aunt and the rest reached Vivo, sweetheart and I went out separate ways. I really felt guilty for making him took the bus home alone. Really sorry about that sweetheart! But he sure was understanding ^^

So we head down to Breeks Cafe at Harbourfront Centre as Uncle Awie wanted to treat us. The service there sucks literally! Don't ever go there. I thought Breeks was suppose to be high-class. It sure was at Changi Airport but I didn't know why it sucked at Harbourfront. And to top it off, I didn't manage to purchase the Paris Hilton wallet.

But that was like 2 days ago! I'm now officially using my NEW Paris Hilton wallet! I is happy. Me likeyyyyy~

Okay, I'm tired. Goodbye world!

phew, so dustyyyy!

2010-12-25T21:53:00.000-08:00

It been so long since I updated my blog. It sure is dusty. What can I say, I'm working and everyday after work, I'll be very fatigue, wait for his text and then 12.30am I'll just fall asleep.

I bloghop and came across this statement I guess? It's really meaningful for couples.

"I like a guy who pays attention to the smallest details. It’s cute when a guy knows the little things you like, hate, and small random facts about you. It’s nice if they don’t just pay attention to the big things and actually know you. It’s such a surprise to hear them when they know something about you that you didn’t even know that they knew."

(Source: xnikkaayy)

read it, understand it, execute it. alright? and your relationship will stay strong foreverrrrrr.

I'm starting to crap again. Will update when I have the time.

thought of uploading some photos, but kinda lazy. maybe laterrrrr.

BYEBYE!

_l_

2010-09-21T10:12:00.000-07:00

I'm not gonna elaborate what happen on the 21st of September )':

firstly that. secondly at home. thirdly those. lastly this -->

read and understand

2010-09-16T11:35:00.000-07:00

my perut buat hal )':
and takde orang nak temankan I...

)":

hmmm

2010-09-16T10:50:00.000-07:00

Nothing’s changed,
no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way

I'm stuck with doing the sajak for my dear mentors... I finish 3, another 6 more to go. Tomorrow, need to wake up early. Thinking of eating wanton since I've been craving for it, but the shop was closed. Fazil said that the shop was also closed yesterday. I just hope they won't close down the shop because that's the only wanton shop in Pasir Ris that I love very much )':

This saturday.... thinking about it just gives me the headache. It's hard preparing for a skit in such a short period of time. Furthermore, we're having our Prelims. AMP events just had to clash with Siglap events -_-" I just hope that our Grad night won't clash with anything because I'm so looking forward to it.

Gosh, I'll stop now. Wanna finish off the sajaks so Izzati can print it out and we can laminate it.

pissed

2010-09-13T10:04:00.000-07:00

I hate everything that has ever happen in my life. I should be grateful, yes I know but I have the down sides of life. I feel like my life is meesed up all thanks to.... Thank you so much for doing this to me. You don't know how it feels like to be in my freaking position.

Serious shit, thanks eh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUST FCUK OFF !

rayaaa

2010-09-10T10:05:00.000-07:00

for the first time in my life, I slept at 6.15 in the morning yesterday ! can you imagine it? Haha! I was on the phone with Hussein and we talked alot ! I didn't know he was very observant. He's a psychologist I must say. I can see him in that profession. Alot of things about myself that I didn't know of up till when Hussein mention to me yesterday. Indeed Hussein is a very good friend ^^

So my second year celebrating Hari Raya with only one grandmother. I know I should just let it go but it saddens me whenever takbir raya is being aired from the radio. I miss my grandmother very much....

the hari raya vibes this year is not like the previous yearsss. Maybe this year, exams just around the corner? I hope I'll be able to do well..... Maths paper is on monday and I'm afraid I can't do well for it................................... ))):

maybe I'll post the pictures when I'm freee

toodlesss

xoxo Zierahhhh

2010-09-08T12:06:00.001-07:00

I can't describe what I'm feeling right now ): Sometimes I feel it, and sometimes I don't... I don't know what's going on in my life right now... I don't think you're up for it. I'm having second thoughts. It's always like this. Why? I don't know why... It's like you're there but not really there. I don't see any sincerity in you anymore )': Am I being paranoid or is this for real? I don't knowwwww lahhhhhhhhhh ):

and I notice that this year, I rarely hang out with my bestfriends ):

because usually, I would go out with Radyah and spend time together with her... but now like no more ): I sadsad... Nvm, will make it up to her ! DARLINGGGku ! I'll make it up to youuu(:

We'll spend our 4th monthsary special2 siket okay? hehe, omggg I gilerr! ^^ tapi giler kerana cinta, boleh kan?

okay I'm being lame. HAHA! I'm texting someone right now and that person is soooo the cuuute ^^ Me likey likeyyyyy ~

I'll end here then....

toodless ~

2010-09-07T21:10:00.000-07:00

I'm late.

meeting my sayanggggg.........

go away boy!

2010-08-01T02:20:00.000-07:00

I'm sick and tired already.
I wanna stop all these drama once and for all.

if only I can go forward but risking you is my first step to stop it.
I need my girls ):

nobody understands me

2010-07-25T04:48:00.001-07:00

I was hurt and sad. I didn't wanna tell you anything but eventually I did and you do anything to console me. Instead, you bombard me with questions. I really need you this instance but why didn't you console me?

whatever.

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a cute video(:

2010-07-23T03:57:00.000-07:00

most memorable RHD

2010-07-22T04:07:00.000-07:00

I got to admit, this year RHD is the most awesome and amazing event for 2010. The teachers prepared a little some-some for us, graduating classes. I teared abit knowing that we'll separate next year.. Secondary school memories are indeed the ones which we really enjoy most. Thinking about it now is rather saddening.... Before I get all emotional and stuffs, enjoy the pictures...

regret

2010-07-14T21:56:00.001-07:00

I really regretted telling you those things. Its like, how could you. You don't have to involve yourself in this situation because this is mine to handle. Get it? I don't want your help because you seem to make it worse. I'm really disappointed but I don't think its necessary to let it out to you.

Everyday I dread going to school. I know I'm aiming high and all but I'm done with it. I'm just sticking to normal. It'll give my brother to shine and not me. Because basically, I'm tired.

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10 more freaking daysssss

2010-06-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

went to SAKURA @ Dhoby Ghaut Green on a fine saturday for my belated present from mummy(:
pictures, kinda lazy to upload. So, had a blast on Monday, right sweety? :P
and thanks Radyah! :D

10 more daysssss! I can't wait(:
will miss Baby, Zafirah and Radyah and lotssss more ):
but no worries, Abang said we could buy prepaid card over there.
So can't wait ^^

)':

2010-06-19T04:20:00.000-07:00

can I sleep forever and not wake up?

I'm sorry.....
Gosh, why did I ever reacted that way?
No use of regretting...
stupid Zierah.
BYE!

impossible

2010-06-17T23:08:00.000-07:00

I… can’t get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can’t seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

You’ve kept me hanging from a string
While you make me cry
I’ve tried to give you everything
But you just give me lies

Every now and then when I'm all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you

I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you

Now loves a broken record that’s been
Skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we have to play these games we play

these few days have been the most happiest day for 2010. But..... I'm really speechless. Is it my fault? I know it's not mine. I just want you to figure out your own mistake and realising them without me telling you. That's all. Thanks! And in case you don't know why I'm pissed off, I'll give you a clue, you broke one of your promises...

MY BIRTHDAY!

2010-06-15T08:37:00.000-07:00

this will be a very long post, I'm warning you guys first.

It started with a message yesterday night from Zul. He ask me to meet him under my void deck because he wanna pass me things. So woke up early in the morning because I don't wanna be late. But Zul texted me saying that he'll be late -_-" And he said when he reach my void deck, he'll message me and then I can go down. Waited for his message and at last, he text. When I open my door, all I could see was a beautiful, lit cake and presents ^.^

It was very magical!! Hehe, and very sweet of them to do it for me. :D So took pictures and talk2 and I was afraid to eat the cake because it was sooo nice and delicious! I can feel the luuuuurve they put in and the effort! hehe, Winnie took a video of it and it's so funny lahhh :DD

then Zafirah was like saying, "eh krg, kite kul 11.30am jalan ah. takut nanti Zierah lambat"
check2, she asked Farhan the night before what time he's bringing me out. So Farhan also knew about the surprise. Haha(:

Thanksssssssssssssss DEARESTS! I really couldn't ask for more.

So got ready and Farhan text me saying that when he leave a message, then I can go out of the house. At first was kinda pissed because I got ready and he told me to wait. But it was cuute because he wanted to surprise me! hehe(: He was at the staircase and I went down the lift. I stepped out and I saw Radyah trying to hide. ^.^ HAHA! So cuute lahh my two darlinggzzz. I talk and hug Radyah. She was suppose to meet Faz but she came to my neighbourhood to pass me my present. How sweet, very sweet! Radya kept on looking at the back so when I turn, my cute prince charming was walking towards us. We board the same bus but Radyah alighted at interchange.

Baby wanted to eat at Hei Sushi but we have to go around 3-6pm for the sushi buffet so we scrape the idea of and head down to BBQ Chicken. The food there was awesome!! We catch Karate Kid after that and the mother&daughter sitting beside me was like so irritating. Menyampah, kater je pakai tudung, tapi haiz. Takpelah. While we were on our way to busstop, Baby bought for me a rose. Hehe! I love youuuuuu sayang ^.^

okay, picturessssss turn to do the talking :D

^^

2010-06-14T07:31:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY, which is in exactly 1 1/2 hours's time is A PUBLIC HOLIDAY!

I repeat public holiday! Woohooo(:

Had a fun time with Radyah and Nana and my friend. :DD

2010-06-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

I've uploaded the pictures, hehe! Finally.
Those were the most 'gerek' bunch of people!!
♥ you guys(:

6 more days ^.^

A good story to share

2010-05-31T02:22:00.000-07:00

taken from Hairul blog. It's qute long but a MUST to read.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as though just as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to a boil.

In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placedeggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.
Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see."

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel thecarrots. She did, and noted that they were soft.

The mother then asked the daughter to take the egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.

Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee.

The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma.
The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently.

The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak.

The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened.

The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.
"Which are you?" she asked her daughter.

"When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"
Think of this: Which am I?
Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?
Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, ... but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and a hardened heart?
Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you.

When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity?
Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

You might want to send this message to those people who mean something to you (I JUST DID); to those who have touched your life in one way or another; to those who make you smile when you really need it; to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down; to those whose friendship you appreciate; to those who are so meaningful in your life.

It's easier to build a child than to repair an adult...

On Wednesday leaving for Kota Tinggi. Somehow the excitement of going there doesn't thrills me. Mum and Dad been asking me to recite the Ayat Kursi if I happen to hear strange noises. And they ask me to listen to ayat-ayat suci Al-Qur'an since I'm bringing along my mp4 with me. Oh well, I just hope it'll be a very enjoyable camp...

And everything is comfirmed!(: Only Zafirah knows what is it ^^ And Farhan tooo. I can't wait.

1A3

2010-05-26T02:43:00.000-07:00

My Monday and Tuesday were filled with laughter and joy and excitement. Hehe! 1A3 is the best sec1 class so far. The students there are so the gerekk! The photos are uploaded in Jing's Facebook. Take a look if you guys want. (:

http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?aid=222238&id=526705820&ref=mf

tomorrow is Sports day and I'm in the 4 x 400m relay. Oh gosh, I just hope I can make my class proud! And must wake up early tomorrow. Tsk, I just hope I can. Hehe!(:

Running at MJC later with Radyah.

And I'm so into you now, I don't know why... :P

Zafirah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-23T02:15:00.000-07:00

I need Zafirah badly! Gosh, I'm soooo going to tell her from A to Z what happened. For now, I don't know who I can talk to... Each of us have our own problem and I don't want to burden the rest with my problems...... Why did you have to say that sentence Farhan? Alahai....

):

2010-05-23T02:06:00.000-07:00

I can't hide the truth. I miss you terribly...
But I'm too egoistic to admit..

2010-05-22T05:51:00.000-07:00

Dear NADZIRAH,

I know this its kinda a unexpected for me to type something in your blog. You didn't reply my message and I'm getting worried...

Today, May 22nd in the morning was the day and moment where I literally broke your heart. Broke your heart into little bits and pieces. What exactly happened ? I was frustrated just to search my venture uniform and I eventually spread the anger to you. I stabbed your heart with my harsh words which was truly hurtful for you and me. Just to let the actual words into place, I didn't regret being with you. I swear. I regret making your life miserable. I'm not worthy enough to take care of this elegant and hearty girl which I called 'my girlfriend'.

I usually get disappointed and upset if I wasn't up to task when it comes to relationship. I always want to see you smile all the time and feel comfortable with me. Due to unforeseen circumstances, it looks like the path of making you smile has narrowed and its kinda impossible. I know the word sacrifice in the relationship. I wish I was up to the challenge but my mother told me straight to the face "TIME TO WAKE UP"

When she told me that, I was speechless. I can't do anything to convinced her that I can managed. I can bear to see my mother who raised me and feed me since day 1 crying when she see my results next year. I tried to be there for you wherever and whenever you are but there will be a time when I can't. I know you can't always be there for me and I'm completely understand because there will always be tomorrow when I will lay my eyes on you.

Back to today's incident. I'm completely disappointed at myself for saying that to you. If only I can turned back time to rephrase what I've said to you. We all are humans, it's in our nature to feel these kind of feelings. I don't blame myself for what I've said to you because it's in God's creation of men to feel what we feel, our emotions. I rather blame my lacking of rephrasing my sentence towards you. I swear to God that I have no such intentions of even getting sick of you or regret being with you.

Being with you these past months has been a blessing. You're like the angel which God sent down from the heavens to help me face life . You guided me through my dark tunnel. You're my everything and I would die fighting for this love that you've sincerely gave to me.

Life without you is torturing right now. We're currently not messaging each other and its bored without you. Besides being bored, the pain of being heartbroken is awful. I didn't mean to hurt you, i really do. Since the day we stead, I didn't want to hurt you. You know this right ? I know you trust me that I don;t want to break your heart and i know you're not too.

Dear, I'm truly sorry for what I've done. We can't stop human nature. I know I'm in the wrong and i strongly beg you for your forgiveness. Please forgive my wrong doings towards you.

I know this may sound obsessive but I need you in my life right now, tomorrow, and forever ! I love you too much till I can't let you go .

Please forgive me. Dear, I lovelovelovelovelove you.

With love,
FARHAN

note to readers; those who detest my relationship or hate me for being with her, its not up to you to decide. Its her decision and mine. I love her and that's all that matters.

crushed into pieces

2010-05-22T00:23:00.000-07:00

I'm heartbroken, I'm sad, I'm hurt, I'm in agony, I'm confused, I'm devastated

How on earth can those words come out from your mouth? Just because you're angry, doesn't mean you can let out those harsh words and after that seek for my forgiveness. People who are angry can still think properly.
Only people who are drunk won't.

You're not drunk and I'm very confident of that.
Thanks eh Muhammad Farhan Bin Sa'ad

Fridayssss

2010-05-20T22:27:00.001-07:00

thanks Radyah for introducing to me the song on my blog! It's so cuuuuuuute(: Hehe, but the song holds alot of meaning... And today was fun. Although both of them were not in school today.

Early morning rushed down to school for NPCC. So cute man inside the NP room. haha! Then fall in and norm morning assembly. After Red Cross finish their speech, my hearing was fading and my vision was blurry. Gosh, I was about to faint but I held on Janice's hand. Everyone was calling me senior citizen. Basket man! hahaha, but they made my day.

During Maths, Brendan sat beside me and he kept on disturbing me with Farhan -.- So CME received our results back. Gosh, it was a disaster! I really need to buck up for my Prelims. Afie, just wait and see, I'll get back my crown! hehe(: I'm not that worried for my AMaths now since I can cope. SO during Chem, my eyelids just couldn't open. If I could use a toothpick, I would definitely do so. So heavy lah. And mother tongue, CIKGU Aisyah didn't attend school! So slack ah ape lagik? At first those taking Malay were busy doing their worksheet. When they found out they have to pass it up on Monday, semue stop sakk! Main game kat phone Hakim. Played Hangman. Very funnnnnnnn! We were improving our English vocab. Didn't know we have such a wide pool of vocab!

I wanna watch 'The Last Song' soooooosoooosoooo much! Syakilah's going today, Salwa watched it already! Tsk, when's my turn? Oh well, maybe going with the girls on Monday or! watching alone.... Oh I forgot, can ajak Iqah! ^^ and Yayah also(: Cousins day out. Looooong time since I last share2 stories with my dearestIqah.

Imissyou dearly.....

If only you knew.....

harifaz!

2010-05-19T09:32:00.001-07:00

Awak, awak, kite rindu sangatsangat dekat awak! Cepat balik kay? Sayang awak banyak2

devastated.

2010-05-18T04:16:00.000-07:00

The picture explain what I'm feeling right now....

argh, so jiwangggg

2010-05-16T05:34:00.000-07:00

Kata-kata yang diluahkan olehmu masih segar di dalam kotak fikiranku.
adakah apa yang diutarakan benar atau ia hanya perkataan kosong yang tidak langsung bererti?
ingin kubicarakan perkara ini padamu, namun hati membantah sekuat-kuatnya.
apakah tindakanku sesuatu yang elok? atau ia hanya merumitkan keadaan...
perasaan takut hadir kerana aku tidak ingin kebenaran menggores hatiku ini...

so for being so sentimental. But if you understand Malay, I'm really clueless. I don't know if I should just ask you personally or not. Gosh, this is hard. I just can't wait for 2nd, 3rd and 4th of June. Zul's going so most probably it's going to be fun. You are going too! I'm excited. Hehe,

and not forgetting Nana is going tooo... Tyqa, you going dear?

2010-05-16T04:57:00.000-07:00

This is the main reason as to why I always felt being rebellious is the only way to solve this unfairness.

thanks I guess. And my stomach cramp is getting worser, tsk!

ly

2010-05-14T02:46:00.000-07:00

You're making me worry...

Why do you have to treat me this way? What wrong have I done to you till I deserve this? Sampai hati you.... Please, please, please text me!

Gosh, my mood was blown away together with the wind. Why do you want to keep things from me? And I'm sorry Zafirah... I didn't mean to make you sad/hurt/heartbroken. If you need someone, you know you can text me right? Or even we can talk on the phone, whatever it is, I'll be there for you(:

My midyear results....

Well, firstly I'm proud of myself that I manage to hit my target for Additional Mathematics. I targeted a B4 and I really got a B4. Do you know how elated I am when I combined both paper 1 & 2 marks together and it equals to a B4? However, I got myself a B3 for Elementary Mathematics... Mum is soooo going to kill me. I was disappointed man. Alffi and Faiz got themselves each an A2. I'm soooo happy for them. They really deserve it. Alffi just focus on his Maths and neglecting the other subjects. For Faiz, I know he worked hard for this paper.

Oh well, I told Alffi that I'm going to beat him for Prelims in months to come. Insya'allah, I'm going to push myself harder to achieve my results.

Johor...

It's been sooo long since I went to Woodlands checkpoint. Whenever I go over the causeway, all I think about is Malay novels. Buying Malay novels to keep me company when I'm bored. But sadly, Mum banned me from buying because she wants me to focus more on English since I don't have to take Malay. And I will be buying English book instead. I was thinking "The Last Song"...

ohyeah, AMP form tomorrow must pass it up....

My post is sooo long. oh well, I shall stop here then.

TOODLES!

please text me dear.

I'm worried...

science practical

2010-05-12T05:47:00.000-07:00

Chem prac was totally okay! I had a blast doing Chem with a wide smile on my face. However it was stolen by Mr Physics. Tsk! had a hard time understanding the question. At last, I just do whatever I think is right and pray for the best.

ohyeah, during morning assembly, there's this new art teacher guy, don't know his name. He scolded me for my nails. okay, that I know it's wrong and I'm not pissed about that. What I'm pissed was he scolded one of my goodfriend.

Jing was talking to Shaa(I guess) while the principal was talking. okay it's rude, I get it. they realise it too. But that lameshit teacher said, "Excuse me, can you girls stop talking? the principal is talking and so are you. So rude.'

he paused and started ranting again.

' you guys are sec5. so much for a 17year old.'

oh gosh, at that very moment I feel like talking back to him man. seriously, I'm damn pissed. If it weren't for Mr Ves, I guess, I would be rude to you like how rude you claimed my friend to be.

and come on, you scold us for talking? hey dumbass, what about you? aren't you scolding my friends while the principal is talking too? and fyi, you're old enough to know that. you should at least scold us after the principal stop talking since you scolded my girl for that. What a lameshitass teacher indeed. tsktsk!

and I'm craving for strawberries! lots and lots of strawberries(:

my family

2010-05-11T04:12:00.000-07:00

tomorrow would be the last day for midyear. Overall I think I did okay? well, mainly because I didn't prepare myself for MYE. Nevertheless, I'm wishing everyone good luck for their results. I just hope I get to see some As in my report slip or else Mum would start nagging. hehe!

&& It's confirm, it's confirm!!!! I love my family(: Especially Dad&Mum!

I miss you):

oh gosh, I'm becoming more mushymushy everyday.

oh well, I hope I don't change.

And AMP camp, I'll be attending.

Zaf is going.

Tyqa you going babe?

Winnie, you going?

Nana, you confirm going right?

Kesha - My first kiss

2010-05-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

Pause my playlist and listen to this song!
I love it(:
Kesha feat. 3OH!3 - My First Kiss

AMP camp...

2010-05-06T23:47:00.000-07:00

AMP camp on the 2nd-4th June. It's a nice place they show at the website. Like there's waterfall, swimming pool and the rooms are air-conditioned! But I doubt so many will go. Dad gave me a choice to go. But whatever my decision is, he's okay with it...

those who are in AMP, have a look.

Click on it, it shows the facilities.

http://www.kotarainforest.com/facil.shtml

this one shows the activities we can do over there.

http://www.kotarainforest.com/events.shtml

and this website simply summarise the place.

http://www.kotarainforest.com/aboutus.shtml

I'm still thinking whether should I or not...

It clashes with combined UG camp!!!

Radyah, you sure you not going?

I miss Nurradiah Amran

2010-05-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

I wanna go out with Radyah,

I don't care if you don't allow me too.

randomly quoted from people's blog

2010-04-29T03:35:00.000-07:00

When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.

When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

Being too serious can turn a girl off.

When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act look uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

A smile means a lot to a girl.

Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.

When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug she will just stand there
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that

2010-04-29T03:33:00.000-07:00

should i let it out? hmm...

i love my angel

2010-04-22T02:09:00.001-07:00

IT'S RAINING!

rain=nice atmosphere=SLEEP=not doing homework :DD

I love my ANGEL oh so much man! I thought that this time, maybe I wouldn't go the extra mile to buy for my angel exquisite items. But it turns out differently! My angel bought for me a Cadbury Hazelnut chocolate bar and a Hershey chocolate ball. Very chocolatey! Zierahhh likeee(: AndI finish my TOBLERONE already. Hehe, I was thinking of buying me angel Rondnoir, but Tyqa said my angel doesn't like chocolates that much. Oh well, I think I'm going to buy for my angel lots and lots of sweetssssssssssssss.

I have yet to upload the study camp pictures. Maybe I'll do it later? most probably. Midyear is next week! And I know what I'm going to give my mortal on the last day. Hope she will like it.

Tomorrow MrV isnt coming to school. And I have a little more to touch up on the CME project(: glitters, stars will be on the piece of paper to make our CME project shimmer-shimmer. HAHA!

I'm thinking of going out tomorrow, Insya'allah. That's it I guess? I got tons of things to say and type but I just can't get it off my mind. I don't know how to put it in words!

MID YEARS NEXT WEEK!

much missesss

2010-04-15T23:30:00.000-07:00

I believe that wen u are wif the one u love n it rain.. means ur love is strong n ever lasting.

quoted from Winnie's blog.

Imissyou):

too much things on my mind...

2010-04-15T22:54:00.000-07:00

I miss having class decorations like seriously. To me, it bonds us together like one united 5A2! The CNY class decor was hectic and all but eventually we won 1st anyway. hehe! There will be class camp tomorrow. Lots of studying early morning till at night. obviously we would not sleep exactly at 12. haha! I'm bringing card to play at night and myCarebear to keep me company. On sunday, we will be having this Dragon boat thingy. I hope it will be fun. but the bummer part is, I have to bring along my medication. Argh! I'm still sick since last week tuesday. it took my quite long to recover eh? My immune system not good. not enough white blood cells. :D

I must start packing now! or else later I kanchiong do then forget this and that. Tyqa is out with Des. haha! so sweet. Des having photography competition and her girlfriend is there to support her. AWW!!(:

AND I LOVE YESTERDAY OH SO MUCH. hehe!(: you know, I know....

And I have a heart keychain!! XP

my birthday list is getting longer and longer. Somehow when I see nice and exquisite items, I'll want that for a birthday gift. Only some of you really knows exactly what I wanted...

Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang-Imran Ajmain

sick

2010-04-07T20:34:00.000-07:00

2 days of MC. So bored at home. Gonna finish up my homework, I guess? And start revising! Mid-year exams are drawing near!! I had roti prata for breakfast and later lunch is nasi lemak. Daddy bought for me since I have to eat in order to eat my medicine. hehe! Thanks Dad(:

I don't know what to blog about. Oh wait! This coming Saturday, maybe going Ubin to recce the place. But not yet confirm because Abg Din didn't say anything. Next week is class camp. Should I go or should I not? hmm...

I miss his presence somehow. He not talking to me in school feels different ): I don't know why it's just seems awkward these past few days. Nevertheless, you'll still be the ones I share my secrets too. Imissyou! ):

And I love my form teacher!!(: Hehe. Mr Ves is sucha cool dude.

We are the bessssssst, We are the bessssssst,

We the besssssst among the ressssssst.

We are the bessssst, *Silence* the 5A2,

coz we all lurvvvvvvvve Mr Ves!

5A2!!!!!

Okay, I'm bored. I guess watching Pisau Cukur will kill me boredom(:

ohyeah, must polish boots and get things ready for NPCC tomorrow.

much misses

2010-04-06T04:13:00.000-07:00

I've not been blogging! Haiz, life really have its ups and downs. And I thought that everything was okay, but no, it was a straight no. Argh! Irritating much? Oh well, mid year is just a round the corner, like 2-3 more weeks. And I'm not yet prepared! Amaths is a disaster. I thought I can but nevertheless, going study hard!! I've got alot to say but somehow I can't type it down. ):

ohyeah!

I miss my dearest girls. We used to hang out under the void deck and just talk and share everything off. Every little tinies detail about me are known to you guys. Omg! I wanna meet and talk my ass out seyyyy!

I miss Nurradiah Bte Amran!

I miss Nurul Atiqah Bte Abdullah!

I miss Faryal Jan!

♥♥♥

2010-03-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

you are always complaining and comparing me with others,

but you lack to see the uniqueness in me..

2010-03-25T01:37:00.000-07:00

You should be really comfortable with your boyfriend just like you would be next to your best friend
Your boyfriend should be somone you can count on and trust more than anybody in the world
A boyfriend is someone you can call at any hour of the day to complain about whatever you have to complain about without him getting mad because it's too late
A boyfriend would have just the right words to say to you to stop you from crying and instead put a smile on your face
A boyfriend should be somebody who won't be ashame to show you off to his friends, family, and the world
A boyfriend should be somebody who will have your back 100% of the time when no one else does
A boyfriend is somebody you can have fun with an act silly around with without being concern of what he might think of you

I'm being so mushymushy here. ohmygosh! pfft.

schools kinda okay. except for just now. was okay early in the morning but during PE, had our 2.4 and my timing was not what i targetted. but nevertheless, I still pass! but after PE, vomitted. pfft! and mood was totally down. during Geog I think, I started to loosen up abit and have fun. I shouldn't be sad. It's boring being sad.

shit! going to continue blogging later.

Radyah called me already! hehe,

SORRY RADYAH!

2010-03-22T01:57:00.000-07:00

Behind every smile, there will always be hurt

I'm going to concentrate on my book. Handphone off, anything call home.

2010-03-15T05:29:00.000-07:00

Ku cintainya kerana cara dia
Sungguh berbeda dari yang telah ku jumpa
Renungan dia tulus merasuk jiwa
Hingga terasa terus ke hati

Ku cintainya kerana kesungguhannya
Bukannya kata-kata semata-mata
Perwatakannya mengatakan segalanya
Buatku percayakan janjinya

I've not blog for like how many days.. I guess because due to my laziness or I'm busy. I have alot to say but that fact about you make me lost my mood. thus both lyrics up there are meant for you.

Simple gestures are the ones that make me fall in love with you more.

but do you do it? I'm easily touched. Any man, who give me chocolates can make me melt because I appreciate their effort in buying and plucking up the courage to give me. So simple gestures are really the ones who can make me fall in love with you. But you don't realise!

saddening

2010-03-09T05:32:00.000-08:00

haha! Bitch, I found your link.

your life is pretty pathetic.... (:

sarcastic, duhh!

2010-03-09T04:03:00.001-08:00

~ Sometimes the person whom you thought will always be there for you,
may not always be there.

Thanks someone for making me wait for your reply.

I'm scared

2010-03-09T01:58:00.000-08:00

losing your parents trust is definitely the one thing you couldn't afford to lose. I don't know what I've become. It's true what Awi says, I've changed into a new person. My dad talked to me just one now and it hit me hard. I've sworn myself not to make my mother cry but I did a few days ago. It's true what someone said before. The second one will always be rebellious in whatever way.

argh!!!!!!!!!! can't life be a little bit fair? just for once? I hate making my parents disappointed in me but no matter how hard I try, at the end of the day, I will still somehow make them angry. I can just make them proud in my academics achievements but will that gain my parents' trust? I doubt so. I'm sorry Farhan for leaving just like that. And I'm sorry for putting on a bad face but thanks for the day!(:

I'm scared I won't be my daddy's little girl anymore. ):

2010-03-05T04:48:00.001-08:00

no matter how many sorries I said,

the hurt will always be there...

no mood!

I'm really sorry.

honour's day tomorrow!

2010-03-04T02:17:00.000-08:00

time slows down, whenever you're around...

And tomorrow is Honour's day! Can't wait, but I just hope that it won't rain. I know it won't rain! We practiced alotalot of time you know! So yeah, wouldn't want the efforts to go down the drain. Amaths test was kinda alright. It's either a pass or a fail. I need tuition for Amaths pronto! But I don't know how. pfft!~

oh well, been revising on Geog. But I can't seem to pay attention in Geog class. haha! at least I revised. So later on, I'll be reading my novel after I finish polishing my badges and boots!

tomorrow must wake up around 5 some more. Because of my dearest classmates. Sweet right me? hehe, Jocelyn, Zhi Xin, Zafirah, must treat me!!!!!! ((:

exhausted

2010-03-03T03:21:00.000-08:00

I'm so tired, and exhausted for these past few weeks. Everyday it feels like a drag going to school. Homeworks piling up, have not been revising. Omg, O's is this year Zierah! Wake up before it's too late. Haiz, I'm working on balancing my time well. Sometimes I get caught up with friends that I'll neglect my dearest. Then at times, vice versa. But I know I can do it.

Honour's day coming and then I'll be free from anything and I can focus on my subjects more! Ironing of uniform, polishing of boots and badges, omg I don't think I'm sleeping early tonight. oh well, better start doing, or else I will look haggard tomorrow.

missing you.

2010-02-24T04:43:00.000-08:00

I always depend on you to make my day. I always knew you would be the shoulder for me to cry on. I know that I can always count on you. But why are things different now. We seems to fade away with our own life. I sometimes wonder, isit because of my attitude? You should have known my attitude since we've been friends for quite awhile. I don't wish to lose you. Whenever I had problems, I know I can call you. But now, whenever I feel like talking to you, I hesitated. Because I didn't want to waste your time listening to my crap. I know you have better things to do and problems to solve. You have your problems to solve and I don't wish to be a burden to you. People make mistakes and sometimes, we don't realized them. I'm sorry if I got carried away with my attitude, but I'm just a human being. And I never ever had the intention of demoralising you or your friends. Seriously. Someone once teach me that if I'm smart, what about the students in Raffles or some other chim schools. They are even smarter than me. I don't wish to lose you. We may have our own social life, but I still want us to be close. I'm trying my best to change my attitude, but your attitude towards me now change drastically. I don't know if you're trying to take revenge on me because all these while you've been keeping mum... But whatever it is, I can't hide the fact that I miss you, the old you, Nurradiah

I'm having my downsssss right now. but whatever it is, I'm always going to start my day with a smile and ending off with good moments to cherish forever.

2010-02-21T02:08:00.000-08:00

I've been neglecting my blog. Been focusing more on studies and my class decor! haha, it has been fun hanging out with dearestClassmates. Starting to appreciate them more. And the most sad part is this year is going to be our last year in Siglap! but nvm, friends will stay true with one another. Haha!
So this year, I'm taking my Olevels! I'm going to work extra hard to achieve my results. Okay, I don't know what to update. But mostly likely, I'll try to update everyday, if I have the time.

tata~

missing alot of people):

2010-02-10T03:26:00.000-08:00

I miss that cute litte Mini Lily..
she's in the hands of this someone called Yvonna or something.
I miss her running here and there, making a mess in my room. I miss feeding her. )':
I should have gotten home early today, but I was busy decorating the class.
Alahai, rindu sangat2!):

today school was school.
I don't know what to elaborate on,
but decorating the class with my classmates clear off all my problems(:
love them lots. And I miss my favourite 2 people very much,

2010-02-08T23:03:00.000-08:00

a sweet show I must say. that's part 1 and part 2.
must watch okaay!

and I'm addicted with Siti new song featuring KD. oh-so-sensational(:

I need you

2010-02-08T21:42:00.000-08:00

i have the same fcuking attitude like someone right? thanks for telling me that over the phone. really appreciate it. I was dumb to think that you didn't have feelings. it was all my fault okay? easy to say lah kan, because I start it first. i guess i was jealous? oh here we go again. what does jealous got to do in a friendship? haha, i guess I'm crazy. oh well, I've apologised and if you still don't want to talk to me, i'm fine with it.

wait, I'm not fine with it. Losing a bestfriend is something that i don't wish to happen in a kazillion years or should i say infinitive years!! i've always turn to you if i have problems and i would share with you the most tiniest problem i have and you would lend me your listening ear. if we were to fight, i'm not used to it. bottling things up with you is veryvery hard. sooner or later, i will eventually call you up and tell you. but somehow i feel you've had enough of my shitty attitude. it's again my fault.

i don't feel like going to school till all my problems are over. sigh, back to Monday blues i must say. or maybe Tuesday/Wednesday/Thursday/Friday blues? but I wouldn't want to disappoint Mr Ves. He wants me to try for top student. but with this kind of attitude, i doubt I can be one. ):

so does this shows that friends won't be here for you for everything?

2010-01-28T05:04:00.000-08:00

I need to tell someone something but I dont know who to tell.
He; I need a girl opinion
She; too busy with her friends right now
Another she; had to contact her
Other she; busy with Dnt?

oh what the hell, Im going to keep shut anyway. I dont seem to find anyone else.
byebye!

classmates are loved!

2010-01-28T03:58:00.000-08:00

i'm really vexed right now. although i slept at 10pm yesterday, i still couldn't wake up at 6am. today is thursday and thursday means playing games/exercising with the 5A2! but today was the same like lastlast week. teehee! Waited for Zafirah till around 716? haha, that's how 'early' we are. ohyeah, we went in with Pei Shi, Winnie & Shaa. reached the bbc and afew mintues later, we have to line up already. haha!

lessons were interesting before recess. especially English. I totally love my group! the dramatic ones. why wouldn't we? my group consisting of Tyqa/Zafirah/Ryan/Winnie. And we came up with these thrilling/fantasy-ing/excruciatingly awesome ideas for our compo. Haha! we totally click and not forgetting our compo is based on a real story. :DDDD I know, they know, the public don't know. And we told Mrs Swee that our compo can be used as a play, with Tyqa playing the lead actress, drama Queen. hehe!(: so english lessons will be funfunfun with these lovelies around me(:

the subsequent lessons were a total bore. pfft!~ physics, everyone was switched off. tired eyes, yawning, tskkkk! Amaths was okaylah. Jing&Phyllis joined this group called don't know what. then Mr Ves don't want to share his life story, but eventually after 5minutes, he started sharing. cute lah my form teacher!!!!(:

so after AMaths consultation, Tyqa and me lepak-ed under 706 and talk. since the DNT students went home already and we both think it's too early to be back home. haha! alot of stories were told...

and i'm hoping for tomorrow to be a better day.

i wish i could stay strong and pretend, but I can't, I simply can't.

and I'm still angry at both of you.
now i know how it feels like.
THANKS eh THANKS! ):

disappointed again?

2010-01-27T04:36:00.000-08:00

just when it's going perfectly fine,
you had to do something that really disappoints me.
THANKS.

my world is tumbling down

2010-01-26T06:16:00.000-08:00

I feel like my world and mind are both in a mess. I came to school with a very puffy pair of eyes. Tskk, and Mr ves thought that I didn't have enough rest, but actually....

Zafirah and Tyqa told me I was trying very hard to act crazy when I know inside my heart I'm aching. Fcukity fcuk fcuk. I'm out of words now.

I feel like making this blog private.

and I'm really jealous that Afie got a very understanding girlfriend. Same goes to Amira who have Zul's understanding and not forgetting Huda who have Aziz's understanding. Why can't I have one? I wanted till after O's but you didn't. you said it's either breakup for good or continue. How am I suppose to concentrate for O's if we are still together. We're bound to get into fights and it will affect our focus in studies.

& Tyqa, you should be happy that you have Desmond.

and it was such a surprise seeing you there. it was awkward, way awkward. Both of us acted like each of us never existed when we were there. It hurts me. But we both need time to adjust.

I hope I'm not regretting my decison

valentine's day

2010-01-25T06:05:00.000-08:00

Meaning of Color of Roses

Meaning of Number of Roses

(click to enlarge please)

I just found this at a website. And of course I remembered the brochure that Tyqa showed me. But too bad, I don't think I'll be getting any. I shan't regret my decision. So guys out there, buy for your girlfriend the correct colour and the correct number of roses. This is a tip. Haha! All the best.

And to you, Farhan: You're forgiven.
So you don't have to go through the trouble of messaging me and keep on telling me that you're sorry. Because I forgive you.

For the mean time, I just want some alone time. I hope you understand. Thanks!

furious

2010-01-25T02:04:00.000-08:00

you hung up on me.
You told me goodbye...

what more are you going to do?
dont you feel guilty?

and you claim that you love me.
you don't understand me at all.

I really need alot of support right now. I act like as though I'm fine, but the fact is, I'm not. I'm trying to be strong, but I can't. I'm an emotional freak right now. I need my bestfriendsxcxzsx! Tyqa, lets go to that same spot where we sat just now. It really ease my mind. Not forgetting to ask Zafirah to tag along. And I miss another bestfriend of mine! That chicken-pox lady of mine, Nurradiah. I need you here with me, together with Tyqa.

I acted like I don't love you anymore.
But why do I feel the flame of love burning deep in my heart?

i miss you

2010-01-24T05:13:00.000-08:00

I can't help missing you alot

thanks eh

2010-01-22T10:13:00.000-08:00

I'm EGOISTIC and STINGY.
that was what he told her about me!

disappointed

2010-01-22T09:24:00.000-08:00

I have been having too many downs and I don't think I'm able to cope with it any longer. The talk pretty much was an eye-opener for me on lots of things like for the fact that I was deceived by a veryveryvery close 'friend' of mine. I was very disappointed and very upset knowing that what I accuse you of doing was actually the truth. you told me to search my facts right, I did but you didn't want me to know and so you lied and thought that you would get through this without me knowing.

if you say you quit on your bad habits, then you should even if the temptation of it sometimes haunt you down. I've been trying to save the money I have in my bank. I was resisting it for the sake of not letting you down. but if you can do it, well, why can't I?

I've been avoiding you, yes I know that. I didn't want us to quarrel again. I'm stressed out over certain issues and I have not gotten over it like for the fact that my mum ditched me for her friend's wedding and asking me to understand. Am I being too nice till I didn't realise that I was taken granted by certain people? I wonder....

You don't tell me about your past, true? like duhhh, I don't even recall you mentioning you had a goodfriend which was an opposite sex. you told me that you weren't that comfortable with girls, so why are you claiming that you have a goodfriend who's a female?

Is being in a relationship means that certain secrets are meant to be secrets? if that's the case, then I know I'll be the one who's top for that in class. Haiz, I told you everything you need and want to know about me, but why can't you do the same for me too? I'm hurt completely. This may not be a big issue to you, but it's certainly is for me.

You had to lie to me about the truth when actually, you knew that i knew. I'm scared about this, I really am. you used to be the one I will run to when I have problems, but it seems that now I'm not.

I'm sorry I said plenty of harsh words in my message. But the truth is sorry will always ease a little portion my pain.

can I just break down and cry till I can't no more?

result!

2010-01-11T03:53:00.000-08:00

i was veryveryvery disappointed with my Olevel Maths result. I got a b3. Imagine that, i know it's a good grade but to my family, that's like a fail. i thought i could get an a1/a2. but haiz... nevertheless, those who comforted me, especially my hunny, Radyah and Tyqa, thank you veryvery much. I love you guys!(:

i don't know what else there is to update. oh yeah, during physics, we were all doing crazy stuffs. Uhhuh! Tyqa made names for all of us.

1. Lady McTyqa Peacock Bangzz
2. McWinnie BamBam
3. McZafirah Teddy bear
4. Mc Zierah Shortypant
5. McShaa GongGong
6. McNanaSanSan
7. McAziz Botak
8. McAfie Scofield
9. McFaiz Nissan
10. McHakim Petak
11. McZul Slowz

That's all that I can remember. And while we were waiting for our result, Tyqa, ME, Winnie, Zafirah and Shaa sat at the second row and we went wild. haha! non-stop laughter! I love my classmates veryvery much.

my saturday!

2010-01-09T08:49:00.000-08:00

ignore the previous post. well, it's after midnight and i'm still awake. not in the mood to sleep early. everythings fine, i guess. i just hope i won't have to go through that phase again and again. when i reached home, i suddenly received a call from Nana. yeahh, she called just to inform me that she saw a hot guy in the mrt with Zafirah. -.-'' haha! funny lah they both. then ask to take picture, also never. hehe,

they went to sp open house today. i forgot to ask them whether are there hot guys over there. eheh Zierah perangai macam siak je, padahal attach eh? it's not like i'm going to replace those guys which i find rather hot with my Farhan kan? tsk! i'm not perangai okay.

okay change subject, so i went to Bugis today, i shopped alittle. pfft! it didn't even reach to hundred lah please. oh well, like what hunny said, it's not like there's no tomorrow. it's true. so i'm going to drag mum out to shop again! this time round without interference from dad and bro.

i think i stop now? yeah, i'm going to go and concentrating messaging Baby!(:
goodnight/goodmorning people!

perangai eh i choose the colour, hehehe! ENJOY

2010-01-08T08:35:00.000-08:00

ingin sahaja kuluahkan apa yang terbuku dan tersirat di dalam hati ini.
sesungguhnya, disebalik semua senyuman manis dan ketawa riang tersirat sesuatu yang tidak boleh kulontarkan.

I was feeling down in the morning. met T at 7am and proceed to school. talk things with her, and both of us were emo-ing. Surprisingly, winnie joined in too. today i guess was emo day? i don't know. but early in the morning, our new principal, Mr Low, he said some meaningful story. he also said that if you start off your morning with something bad, eventually things will turn out good later on. so blablabla, after recess, Zaf was moody and the girls were kinda moody, the ones in front.

okay, i can't continue with this post. i'm just feeling veryvery depressed right now. I can't type properly. it's like my brain has had enough of all the dramas in my life.

but TP and RP was each a fun day,

a memorable one

2010-01-06T04:13:00.000-08:00

third day in school. it was exhausting i must say. especially during pe. my goodness, Mr anwar as my pe teacher can really make me lose calories i tell ya. we did some pft exercises. and then we had to do this wheelbarrow thingy and i don't know the other thing we had to do. but it was really tiring. after months and months of not exercising, it was sort of a wakeup call. haha! oh, we'll be taking height and weight next week, so I'm going on a diet. must run and keep fit. i don't want to be in taf club!!

and after pe, it was physics. at first, all of us thought that haniff would be teaching us, but nope. we are splitting class. and mind you, I'm am the only malay girl to be in haniff class. pfft!~ the rest of the malay students are in mr kenneth class, at least i have Faiz, Aziz and Afiq with me. half way through the lesson, the ladies, who were changing were told to change faster by pei shi. orders from that haniff. like wth?! he suddenly kaypo come into our class, and started lecturing. i wonder how will i ever survive in his class.

after our day ended, had a short meeting, or more like a long one? yeah. haha! i'm the secretary so i had to do the minutes. haiya, but nevertheless, it was fun though. first time see mr ves laugh genuinely. hehe! usually he would just chuckled, but this time round it more of a hahahhahaha with that cute face of him. so i have to send him the minutes by today? i don't know. but i think i'm going to do it tonight. given that i'm still into the school kind of thing.

meeting ended, went to elias to slack with radyah and teesha. it was actually the 3 of us, but another 3 joined in which made the day a memorable one. so, teesha, radyah, zafirah, nuttynad, nana and me first went to the rooftop but it was locked. there was a fence. tskkkk betul you know. and if we want to go there, must climb over, pathetic much? so we head down back and went to 606 to lepak. at first the atmosphere was quiet but it soon became kecohrable when we were playing cards, sponsored by my dearest sweetheart, Zafirah! shocking kan? so we played and played and i had to go and pee-pee. so turun mcdonalds since nuttynad wanted to see the new toilet. i was hesitated to go in there. macam geli like that. nana and radyah both said that if i tahan, later got stone thingy. so no choice mah, i go in. finish business, went out and went crazy. i was talking about 'waterfall' lah, this lah, that lah, zafirah maths accent. hehe! overall it was very entertaining tautautau.

girls, if we are free some time, we turun and lepak again! i lovelovelove you all. thanks for the day lovelies. and tomorrow is TP open house! i can't wait, and i want to resolve the matter with baby. homeworks calling me!

AND A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABYFEE! may you pass your exams and especially Os with flying colours. i know you can do it! may ALLAH murahkan rezeki, dipanjangkan umur. see you in school darla(:

that's all for now.
adios peepol

school

2010-01-05T03:02:00.000-08:00

2nd day of school, and it has been great. Though some of the students there thinks it's unfair to have one class with 37 students and another one with 44student. Is it unfair? I don't know but in my opinion, it's okay lah. it's like if you study hard for the common tests, of course you will be put to the first class and thus the number of students in the first class will increase. so yup. that's just my opinion.

just now had this english diagnostic test. hah! 2nd day of school and a test was given. shitty right? but i kinda like the topic. power. my definition of it: the power of love. haha! but the ending was suckish because i was being rushed. duhhh! like we were given one one hour to write. puhhlease, who could write a good story with a good plot after how many months not touching the pen and for 1 hour? even Jing Wen(who got an A1 for Ns) didn't manage to write a good one like she always does. hehe, am I right?

and as follow, recess was next. this year was different. tskkkk. our recess is at 10 and it's together with the lower sec. eww much. haha! but nevertheless, we can bully the sec1s and 2s quoted from Tyqa, i think. Tyqa and Sansan so sweet. They said me and Zafirah would be difficult to find during recess because why. we are too short to be seen and we blend well with the lower sec. tskkkk, haha!

and during assembly, it was so freaking awkward. like who doesn't? imagine standing on top of the stage, staring blankly and not do anything while your VP is talking crap. how nonsensical is that. and the great part is, I'm the only malay girl. pathetic much? and Brendan kept on disturbing me with my shortness. hah! so what? i'm happy about it.

and oh, on thursday, the sec4s and 5s are heading to TP while on friday, RP. yup, looking forward to that day veryvery much. money's in tomorrow after 2pm, that's what mum says. so gonna check it out and see if anything caught my eyes on friday night.

and 'O'levels is this year! gonna study hard and hopefully make it to a good school.

tata for now!(:

1st January 2009

2010-01-01T03:22:00.000-08:00

so Auntie Zahya and her son return to Brunei. My uncle and his family are coming back to Singapore. And I'm happy. For a new year, yup I'm happy. I'm collecting my money in 2 days time. Haha! will be shaking hands with Mr Teo Chee Hean for the fourth time. Haha! Radiah was disappointed she couldn't get her 200 bucks on the 28th. cute lah that girlfriend of mine!

Twice being hurt, Twice getting surprises

2009-12-20T00:15:00.000-08:00

I shall not explain what happen yesterday. But just to summarise everything I got hurt by my dad first, then Farhan, then got a surprise from my parents, siblings and aunties and my dear CousinKakShidah who planned it and another surprise from the government regarding my edusave scholarship which I'm getting on the 3rd January.

And I got the Paris Hilton bag because I was one of the top student, hehehe! well of course the first is JOEL scoring 7, then Michelle scoring 9 and , in alphabetical order were Bryan Mok, Lau Jolin, Me(: and 2 more which i forget scoring 10.

the pictures below is that surprise gift from my parents. Hehe, and thanks Kak Shidah for going to the trouble to plan this all and make my day. I wanted a wallet but I got a bag! ((:

i don't want to talk about what happen between me and him.
but just so you know, I won't easily forget.
that remark is still fresh in my f***ing head.

happy birthday Winnie!

2009-12-17T04:28:00.000-08:00

happy birthday Winnie! I hope you're reading this babe,
hehe, you're finally 16 today. I hope on your special day, you will be surrounded by your loved ones. & Insya'allah you pass your Nlevel results with flying coloursxcxzxs! well, it's obvious you pass babe! hehe, XD

and I'm wishing all sec4NA students all the best for tomorrow's results.

results and ...

2009-12-17T03:57:00.000-08:00

I'm not at all excited for both events that's happening tomorrow. I don't know what's going on with me. I guess I'm too stress out with tomorrow's Nlevel results. Pfft!~ Haiz, it's okay.

you are really fading away from my heart

& that's the best way.

my Sayang!

2009-12-15T08:06:00.000-08:00

My Sayang. This post is dedicated to him. He's away in Malaysia right now and will only arrive in Singapore on the 18th of December. I'm missing him alotalot already. It's funny how we never ever met during sec1, and started contacting only when we are sec4. But knowing him have been the greatest memory I could never ever forget. The day we officially stead was on my birthday. He brought me to the Singapore Flyer and when we were exactly on top, he sound me. He gave me a ring. Although I don't really like to wear ring that much, but I appreciate whatever he gave me. On every 15 of each month, we would celebrate our love together. And yesterday was our 1/2 year anni but it was sad though because he's in KL right now. But no matter where we are, I know our hearts beat as one.
I lovelovelove you, Muhammad Farhan!(:

gambar us together takleh carik lah. Too many pictures in my folder.
but don't worry, will replace it as soon as possible!(:
HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS DEAR,

arrival

2009-12-15T07:28:00.000-08:00

Auntie Zahya and her son have arrived in Singapore safe and sound and they're staying in my house till the 30th december! Her plane touched down in Singapore on Sunday and straight after that, in the evening, we went out. She wanted to see Orchard Road. Hahs! So we alight at Somerset to see the new 313@Somerset. Windowshopped and I already know what I want to spend with the money I'm getting from the government!

Second day went to SPH. Cabbed there because Auntie Zahya wants to reach there early. met Mak Long and all and We then proceed to Tamp1 and Tampines Mall to recce PSP for Mamad. Yup, and we found one at the Game Store! Bought everything reached home and went out again, this time to IKEA. I'm lazy to put in the details lahh. Faham-faham je lah apa jadi next.

Third day, which is today. Went to the Singapore Zoo! Haha, long time since I stepped into that place. If not, usually in primary school, we would have excursions there. Then something happened and everybody went moody. Nvm, to that fucking person, what goes around comes around bitch. I hope you get hit by a car when you're crossing the fucking road, fucker!

I'm getting bored day by day and I'm just scared that you'll fade away from my heart. I'm sorry!

pictures will be posted soon. Lazy!
but some will be uploaded in facebook,
TOODLES!

Baby's KL trip

2009-12-10T05:23:00.000-08:00

3 more days! )))':

will be meeting my dearests tomorrow! Girls talk obviously,

Swensens Ice-cream Logcake

2009-12-10T05:14:00.000-08:00

I've been dying to eat it. Every Christmas season I will get to eat it. Didn't know it'll be this soon. Haha! And the great part about it was that it's COOKIES AND CREAM!! I love my mum&dad!

missing

2009-12-10T04:30:00.000-08:00

I totally miss hanging out with mummy's side. Having picnic at p.ris beach while the boys and fathers play soccer. Gossiping with cousins and the mums. Going airport and just have fun. I miss those times we have together.

&& I miss my cousinsss in Miri, Brunei. Luckily they are coming back to Singapore and not returning to Miri again! When I'm bored, I'm totally asking them out! Oh, dearestIqah is in Vietnam now. Yeah, she took off at 9am in the morning just now. GOing to Vietnam with the SNO members. I'm missing her already. She will be home on the 14th i guess? I'm not sure. I can't call her anymore to hang out or come over my house to sleepover. boohoo! and my auntie from dad's side coming on the 13th. will be fetching her at the airport at 1130am. And i'm going to Kota Tinggi on Sat. CousinFarisah is going Melaka on the 13th. Baby going to KL on the 14th. I can't think of anyone going anywhere anymore. Oh yeahhh, mummy's side going to parts of Malaysia too, but I don't know when.

let's update shall we,

On the 7th, catched New Moon with Abg, Awi, Iqah and Asyraf. Hadddddd alot of fun with them. Camwhored with Iqahhhh while waiting for the boys to finish praying.

On the 8th, went to Winnie's chalet with Baby, Zafirah, Nana, Sansan, Zul, Hakim, Aziz, Des, Bryan, Brendan, Thio and Mok. Met them at McCafe at 630pm. Aziz, Brendan came later. It was awkward at first cause the chalet was filled with Winnie's boyf friends. But it got fun later on. Met a new friend, Shasha i guess? yupyup. She's nice and sweet. She's Winnie's madrasah friend if I'm not wrong. Hmm, overall, had fun lahhhh!

On the 9th, triple date with dearcousins! haha, it was awkward, wayway awkward. Met them up at Ehub to catch new moon again. Hehe, Farisah&Adam, Zierah&Farhan and Mira&Eddy. in the end, kita perempuan yang berbual banyak. haha! the boys were kinda quiet. Especially Eddy. went back to Whitesands to eat frozen yoghurt! I'm loving them alotalot, haha! cravinggg for them now. pfft! hehe,

there are pictures but I'm lazy to upload them. Hehe,
I guess I shall stop now or it'll get longer and more boringgg-errr.

my cat gave birth to 3 catsss

2009-12-03T22:47:00.000-08:00

as stated at my title, My cat, gave birth to 3 cats. it was supposed to be 4 but 1 died. the experience was phenomenal. Haha, it was my first time seeing a cat gave birth other than that horrifying video my cousin showed me. I snapped some of their photos and I'm sharing it!

30th November

2009-12-03T22:35:00.000-08:00

went out with dearestIqah. We went shoppinggggggg! haha, had tons of fun and laughterss. Love that bitch of mine alotalot. So we started off with visiting the new Cotton On at WS. Sadly, nothing caught our eyes. So proceeded to MNG, haha! we were like walking to and fro for like 3 times? haha, we forgot where MNG was situated. Hehe, so beeped RadyahDearest to ask her where the shop was. Hehe, I bought myself 1 tanktop and 1 tee from MNG. dearestIqah wanted to buy a cardigan, but couldn't find one that caught her eyes. I on the other hand, wanted to buy a long-sleeved vneck but couldn't find one. Pfft!~

when we were bored over at Tamp, suddenly the thought of going to Bugis came in our mind. Hehe, it was last minute youknow. So we board the train and alight at Bugis. We shopped and added some things to our shopping list. We went to Diva because dearestIqah wants to buy her 'peace' necklace there. We ended off our day with eating over and KFC since I was cravinggg for their chicken!

dearestIqah slept over and we didn't sleep till 4am, discussing about our shopping list and what we want to buy! so we decided that the money we got from the government, we gonna use that money to buy all of the items on our shopping list! it was fun spending time with dearestIqah. Too bad Awi couldn't tag along, or else, it would be double the fun and laughter!

2nd December.

2009-12-03T21:40:00.000-08:00

went out with Baby on the 2nd. It was suppose to be on the 8th but I was kinda worried that I couldn't make that day so I forward the plan to the 2nd since I'm free and Brother invited his friends over. So we were supposed to meet at 11, but Baby extended it to 11.30 and as usual somebody was fashionably late. Hehe, I was only about 1/2 an hour late. So board the train and off to Orchard. It was sooo huge at Ion Orchard and since it was our first time there, both of us were kinda clueless about it. Haha, went in and saw Dior, Louis Vuitton, Prada, Gucci, Burberry! All the branded shops were there! Ahhhhhh, if only I had the money. I will spend all of it without any hesitation. Haaah!

So after we windowshopped, proceed to Lucky Plaza to eat Mcdonalds since I was cravinggg for their fillet-o-fish. And off to FarEast to get Baby's N97 Mini. And soon after, took the train back home. I just love spending time with Baby! I can't frown nor can I be sad!

I love you baby!

a day out to camwhorrree(: 4thNovember

2009-11-20T05:37:00.000-08:00

went out with my dearestsxczxc to shop for my HTC Hero casing. Haha! And we ended up to the library to camwhorrre

my biggest mistake

2009-10-30T22:32:00.000-07:00

“Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.”
Albert Einstein

“The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one”
Elbert Hubbard

byebye!

2009-10-28T04:52:00.000-07:00

it was all perfectly fine, with everything in place.

but just one thing can ruin it.

ohyeahhhhhhhhhhhhh, maths paper2 was okay! haaas, i know i can pass but not with flying colours. pfft! oh well, i've got no mood till now. perangai betul ah! why must just now incident keep on playing in my mind.

haiz, byebye!

sadness filled the air

2009-10-27T11:06:00.000-07:00

“Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It's a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you're hurt.”
Tom Gates

It takes your enemy and your friend, working together, to hurt you to the heart: the one to slander you and the other to get the news to you.
Mark Twain

Just because some people don't cry, doesn't mean they're not suffering.

why am i writing all these quotes in my post? well, i just feel that way. I'm not trying to gain sympathy or what, but i'm just letting out what i'm feeling. i know people notice us getting further apart day by day. well, i just want to voice out that i'm not on bad terms with her. although he thought i am, but i'm not. personally, i miss you. i miss going back with you. i miss hanging out with you. but that's all just memories left behind. we have our own lives right? and we both are busy with it.

i'm being unsociable each day. i don't know why i'm distancing myself from them. but i personally feel that if you ignore me, i ignore you. because if i were to talk when i'm not supposed to, you would feel irritated, right? and furthermore, if i were to stick with you and follow you wherever i go, i might be labelled as a dog right? i guess this is karma? i don't know. now i know that nobody's perfect. and now i know how it feels to be invisible.

i miss the foursome! i miss going to block 700 and play cards together. i miss gossiping with them. i miss their laughters. i miss each and everyone of them. i miss eating with them. i miss sharing my problems with them. i miss hanging out with them. did i mention that i miss them truckloads?

olevel maths

2009-10-27T03:45:00.000-07:00

olevel maths paper1 was easy, too easy. and i predict that paper2 gonna be hard. i was supposed to wakeup early and go school at 11 to study with the 4N3s, but i wokeup late -.- pfft! hehe, and i was the last one to reach school for the paper. but phyllis came even later. champion ah she, haha!

i'll end my post now. wanna study and practise and revise for paper2.

byebye!

memories

2009-10-25T07:23:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling ecstatic and happy and elated and excited. why? because my dearBestie is coming to school tmrw. Can you believe it? i'm so freaking happy. i felt so alone without her during recess. i miss her truckloads lah please. we got alot of catching up to do youknow, i think i'm going to call her! hehe , i was supposed to call her at 8+ , but i was kinda busyyy. oh well, better than nothing right?

i still remember those times when we were not talking to one another. old times, sweet memories. omg! i'm starting to miss the old times. haaa! those crushes we have. During sec2, still remember, Imanisha, Nasriana, and Nazrinah. I miss Teesha&Nana, awww!

and sec3, wow! alot of disputes. yeahhh, uh huh. && Nana, still remember our songs? the ones we translated? rossa's ayat-ayat cinta and takdir cinta. hehe, i still have it somewhere in my room. but i know it's still neat and not crumpled up. and i still remember the song that i was sooo in loved with, britney spears-break the ICE. hahahahaha!

i miss them too, next year would be different. ):

confirm HRC won't be fun kan?

masi ingat tak kita semua pekik-pekik kat dalam tunnel?

ingat mat kotai jugak tak Teesha? hehe, kenangan manis lahh.

rindunyaaaaaa. zaman-zaman dulu gerek bila dikenangkan semula,

that lady is having her o's.

all the best Faryal!

i miss you babe, we have to go out okay after your exams end?

remember at tcc?

the muddy mud pie? :DD

rindu lah 2 dua perempuan kat dalam gambar!

Muhammad Zulkhairi !

his birthday is in 3days time,

that picture was taken when we were sec3,

GOH, haha! if you want to see how Zul looks like when he's with specs, click on the picture!

cute tau dia! haha, sekarang dah hot lah kan, pakai lens, jaga muka, anuh rambut, tengok cermin. hehehe ! (:

3 movies , straight in a row .

2009-10-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

19th October

21st October

22nd October

went to watch 500days of summer with brother and cousin. it was okay i guess? kinda confusing though.

on the 21st, since it was our 7months knowing each other, went out to catch the ugly truth at gv tamp. i didn't know that it was NC16 until Baby told me. ^.^ haaa ! so after movie, went to Swensens to eat! i was craving for ljs though, but nvm, swensens pun swensens! i ate fish n chips, haha! thought that i could finish it but i couldn't. i ate 1&1/2 of the fish fillet. the other half, baby finished it for me. so on that day, i watched a movie with Baby, got a treat from him, and received a rose! and it wasn't just a stalk of rose, but there's different flowers added to it.

yest, it was kinda last minute, so we went out again. and watched Imagine That since i wanted to watch that movie so much. before meeting baby, met my DearestBestie Radyah and her friend Hazimah. imissherfreakinglots tauuuuu, kecoh lah dohh! still got tons of stuffs to tell her. haaa! then bought popcorns and sir sara saw me, he tegor at first but i tak perasan. hees! at least i waved at him and smiled, you know. so went to the beach to relax our mind and baby surprised me with another 3 stalk of roses! i was damn speechless tauu,

I love you, Muhammad Farhan!

i know you terlelap kan? so text me bila you wakeup,

23rd october,

finally for this week, i went to school.

tu pun nasib Baby kejut tau.

kalau tak, i think i will absent myself again. haaa!

so return Hakim back his earpiece, since last fri, that earpiece was under my care.

on monday, going school! have paper1 mock exam,

olevel maths is next week!

&& My Princesses are coming on monday! hees,

school

2009-10-20T02:23:00.000-07:00

i didn't attend school just now . haa ! i've ironed my uniform and gotten my things ready for school , but i felt really tired and so i put myself to sleep . dad woke me up , but i told him that my alarm clock will help me . in the end , my alarm clock didn't woke me up ! haaahaa , but the funny thing is my teacher didn't even called . I thought she would , oh well , I'm happy that she didn't though .

watching movie tomorrow , i guess ? i'm not sure . I'm sorry to you-know-who-you-are . O level maths is just a week awayyyyy . wow ! time flies so fast . i just hope i can manage to do the questions . I'm not confident of getting an A because i know that my grades for olevel maths have not been improving . bahhhhh ! i have to work extra harder . yeahhh , and i'll start with ending this post and switching off this computer ! haaa ,

tiredddddddd tau

2009-10-14T09:35:00.000-07:00

I'm soooo exhausted from just now jalan raya ! haaa , reached home around 1145pm ? yeahh , Me.Tyqa.Hakim.Sansan took a cab home . we were lazy to take bus and furthermore it 's late . veryvery late . Dad called at around 1030pm there asking me to go home and I told him that I will reach home asap . haaa ! eventually stayed at Faiz house for quite some time . Tyqa 's mum told her to go home when we were at Zul's house . it was around 10 like that . Tyqa forgot to brought along her keys -.- ! while we were walking home , both of us were kinda nervous . Tyqa's house was dark . Mine , the living room light was switched on . but luckily for us both , we didn't got any scoldings ! our mothers were already asleeep !

&& wanna know who were the latecomers ? it was *drum rolls* Winnie & Shaaa ! haha , i wasn 't late okay . they very champion you know . we promised to meet at Sansan's house 3 o'clock on dot . but they took bus 3 at 3 instead . haaaaaa ! coool doh , We wait and wait and they reached around 350 pm there .

After Sansan's house , we proceed to Tyqa's . We spent about 1hour there . afterwhich , head down to my house and the boys wanted to watch BOHSIA . haahaa ! we were waiting for Tyqa to dress up so I played for them BOHSIA . we took off from my place at aound 630pm .

in the bus to Hakim's house was soooo the kecoh-rable lahhh . semua dah berbual bohsia doh . the 'bro' , 'doh' semua keluar you know .

Hakim's house was like a photoshoot gitu , his mum kinda supporting lah kan . sikit-sikit ambik gambar tau !

we boarded the bus to go over to Aziz's , Zul's and Faiz's house . We will cover Winnie and Shaa 's houses this coming fridayyyyy !

did I mention that Shaaa&Hakim wore the same colour , blue !

&& I wore purple together with Aziz !

PICTURES with Hakim & Shaa ! ~

__________________________________________

it 's 15th OCTOBER 2009 !

which means it 's my 4months together with Baby ,

& also Happy 4monthsary to Des&Tyqa .

may the F&N and D&T last looooong !(:

jalan raya

2009-10-13T22:33:00.000-07:00

THE DAY , DATE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE WEDNESDAY 14th OCT 2009

230 pm , leaving house because I don 't want to be the latecomer anymore . Hehe , Hakim kata yang I always come late , ye ke ? tak selalu kan ? :D so hari ini , first house rumah Sansan ! I 'm going to get ready at 2 , sempat tak ? rasa macam tak sempat pulak , haha ! insya'allah sempat ah .

dah last week of raya , orang kata raya dah basi . memang ah tapi apa nak buatkan ? the 4NAs just finish taking their nlevels . so must understand . just waiting for the results to come out on the 16/17 december .

so just now , woke up early , around 9+ ? yeahhhh , must help Zhixin&Jolin tie their hair for GirlGuides thingy . so reached school around 1035 ? i think so , tie their hair , tie their juniors hair until 1210 there . went up library , only left 20mins . haaa ! then , otw down , Aziz , Hakim , Zul tricked me . they very jahat you know !

Aziz : Aku dapat kerja kat pastamania .

Zierah : eh ?

Hakim : Aku dapat kerja kat Coffee Bean

Zul : Alah , aku dapat kerja kat Starbucks lagi .

Zierah : eh ? serious pe ? gerek ah . Mula-mula aku gi kat Coffee bean , lepas tu starbucks , then lastly pastamania .

dah confident berbual gitu kan , lepas tu ...

Zul : actually kan kita tak dapat kerja tu semua tau . kita bedek je .

Hakim : kau boleh percaya lagik , siap ngan nak pergi starbucks , coffee bean , pastamania .

Aziz : *laughs*

Zierah : ehhhh , jahat sak krg . tak baik tau !

omg , it 's 149 pm already , better siap kalau tak nanti kena label lagi lambat . hehe ,

pissed off

2009-10-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

I 'm so freaking mendak !

thanks eh for not letting me go out ,

my exams are over for god 's sake .

ish ! pfft

2009-10-12T04:09:00.000-07:00

at last , N level is over . just waiting for the results . I just hope that I get to made it to sec5 .

it feels different to blog after so long I didn 't update . well , practically busy with revising , sms-ing , fighting ? haaa ! but my life is now in peace . only , I 'll be going back to sch for 2 weeks for bridging programme . haiz , nvm , just 2 weeeks to endure then O level maths and holidays !

this one whole week , I 'm going to jog ! haha , I 'm fat so I want to burn those calories ! besides , if i get the job , I 'll be working in november and december . so during october , will be rotting at home , and rotting at home = growing fat !

exercise will do the trick ,

maybe going out tomorrow , after meeting mr ves . Haa ! will be window-shopping with Baby for mum 's birthday gift and also for my phone ! I was thinking of buying HTC Hero instead of T707 . can 't decide which one !

2009-07-24T03:08:00.000-07:00

my blog would be put on hold until my prelims and 'N' levels are over .
I seriously need to buck up , my results are slacking .
Mr Ves wrote a comment on my latest Amaths test , and it 's somehow true ):
I know I can do it , I know I can .
Insya 'allah ! I want to be in top 5 for Prelims again !
God , please help me ):

bad mood , byebye !

2009-07-23T02:49:00.000-07:00

was suppose to meet Tyqa at 8 , but I told Des To inform her that I 'm not following them to school . Why ? Biarlah ia menjadi rahsia hatiku ... So got ready and all and Radyah text me saying that I have to attend the stupid PISA thingy .. ): yest , she told us about it , and I , Hakim and Zul tease her for that as she have to come to school at 8 . Her mulut very the masin lehh ! ~

thought that I 'll be having mood swings just now , but alhamdulilah , I get to control my emotions . So reached school , went to class . Then Ivy and Jocelyn told me that I have to go to hall . Luckily Hakim haven 't go down yet . So went to hall with Hakim and found out that the test I 'm having was from 8 - 12 ! 4 hours , damn long inside the hall some more . about 15 minutes later , Safiul came and at least I have a friend beside me . Funny lah Safiul . And I was so dumb so as to finish both of the booklet . Haha ! Didn 't know that there will be time given to do the other booklet after we have our recess .

Recess , we were only given 15 minutes . At first , I was fasting , but my stomach was shouting for food . So bought Crispy noodle at first , but then gave it to Naz , :D I wanted to eat Nasi Lemak . We were the only ones left in the canteen and Uncle George had to call us up because everyone were waiting for us so that the test can commence back . So the next 45 minutes (?) I look around , tie my hair up and rest . Because I finish the other booklet . (:

went back to class , asked Tyqa why the sad face .... then went for MT . after MT , Physics and I played the balloon thingy . :D Seriously , I suck at it man ! I used to play with it with my cousins during our childhood , (see I don 't have a deprived childhood) haha ! Then Study time , Maths test . It was kinda easy due to the fact that this was the class 3rd test about the same topic with abit of new ones . bahhhh ! ~

went to find Radyah , slacked at the deserted busstop for awhile . Then went back to school , proceed to BBC because BG BB is playing BB at BBC . *inside joke* so reached there , I tell you , Me and Tyqa were laughing non - stop . Mr Ves came and he said about fisherman that made Me and Tyqa laugh and talk and talk and laugh && we drove Aziz and Zul away . Hehe ! then they came back . And we were still laughing . Solid , liquid , gaseous , Fisherman , even though we were lepak - ing , we still revised on our Science . Good ey ? :DD

I didn 't want people to see me cry because of you . And you should feel lucky because I can control it . During MT , I was hoping for you to at least smile at me , but no , you lay your head on the table . I moved my table , hoping that you would move yours too . But it turn out differently . My heart is easy to please but never take advantage of it . Your ignorance has stirred my emotions upside down . But you just won 't see it . Kan KAWAN LAGIK PENTING .. Entah siapa yang ajar tu .